I disgust me ...
I am disgusted with myself ... I stand ... I am in one of the worst moments of my life by far ... is not happening to me ... I will not eat or live I just want to mourn and mourn ... and spend the day at home ... and do not leave ... and do not see him and not hate him ... because I hate it. I have nothing good, I'm a fucking idiot ... I'm horrible, nasty, edge ... of everything bad I have ... and I have nothing good ... because I am disgusted ... disgusted with myself and also others ... I think I should go to a psychologist ... I need help ... for my life and it makes no sense ... I thought about suicide but would give you a taste too great many people ... I'm fatal ... sink ... and I guess there are people who want to help ... but I do not let them ... sorry ... sorry my dear ... sorry muxisimo have been so nasty to you ... you have nothing to do with it ... just help me and so I want and I'll pay you ... I hope someday you will ever forgive me for all this :_____(
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