chained @ 2005-07-04T22: 58:00
Every day I am more shredded ... more boring every day ... every day more lonely, sad and depressed ... my life verges on monotony and I'm not staying home girl I'm starting to go crazy! Not to do ... or who to call ... you think you have the most wonderful friends in the world, but when you want to realize you go to them and see that you're alone ... that nobody wants to hear ... and you go down even more ... but I hope I get over the silliness soon and can smile again as I did before! And since that day I corner and I have not seen me smile ... and paranoyas amount myself ... I is madness and I see things that are not there ... I close my eyes when I see them ... I would think there is nothing to fear ... that's not going to happen ... but it put my hand on fire ... it can happen ... and I do not know what to think ... whether to laugh or mourn. ago .. always evil and do not know why ... I'm tired of always making the same mistakes ... I'm sick of all me dropping it goes wrong ... wrong ... everyone that I criticize ... that I do not want to spoil the fun ... always ... to have so many flaws ... of having no virtue ... that he wants her ... that I did not want me. .. of not knowing what to say when you ... that I have before me the voice tremble when I speak of not knowing ... ... of despair do not find answers ... to have so many whys in my head ... I'm tired of so many things to be wanting me pages to write! I said you would always love me but that's not true ... it is very easy to make promises it is hard to fulfill them then ... always believed everything dijsite I always believed in your words and what I wanted them to say .. . You said that you showed what I wanted ... I am not person to express things ... always fatal gave me express my feelings ... but you always wanted ... and always will ... I always keep that promise ... I always said that I wanted ... not that I did not trust you! but I could not believe what I said! were always higher than me ... I saw you were unreachable ... and you're still the perfect guy ... did not understand what were you doing with me ... not just believe me ... I did not believe me ... I really wanted was nothing compared to you ... I lived in your shadow suffering every day ... in fear that you drop the first opportunity to overcome it ... and not afraid to leave me for another and can not stand it ... I loved you a lot harder than you think. .. I wanted to rage and I still love you ... you never understood my actions pq pq ... my confidence and my fears ... never understood because they did what they did ... I'm not bad ... I do not despise you was afraid ... just do me harm and this put a shield between us ... not to end up madly in love and then ... trying to get over not being the perfect girlfriend ... had do anything for you in those moments ... everything I have asked ... but you do not understand anything ... preferred to think that I loved you ... I always wanted to discuss ... that nothing mattered. .. you did not understand me as I understood the pq tp were with me ... if I was light years ahead of you ... if you did everything better than me! maybe you did the right thing by cutting me ... or maybe not ... you made me very happy ... and I would have continued encantaa your side ... but that's what you decided for us ... you decided by the two and I 'I can not complain ... I drop the world to see so close and not looking at you can to touch ... in the face and being afraid to speak ... this is very difficult ... is that it will never go back to loving me like before ... I finally opened the eyes and realized how I really was ... and I understand you would not want to be with me ... I was not good enough to be with you ... but life is no life without you ... because nothing is the same ... I hope to forget you anyway ... forget what I feel for you ... and take off this love affair over ... I want to see as you see me at my ... I want to see just a friend. .. but I can not, and it hurts me that you none of this matters to you ... nobody like you ... there is no more beautiful and sincere smile than yours ... there is a look that I love like yours. .. there is NO ONE LIKE YOU ... and that is that as you scratch with anyone ... I feel so much ... but who or what he wrote or burst
I Love You! and is not:
an anniversary I love you, I love you
a commitment
one I love you used to, I love you
a hurry,
one I love you too ...
I Love You! and yes: I love you
a love, I love you
an ecstatic, I love you too
one, I love you
a generous,
one I love you because.
I Love You!
with a "I love you" uttered by the lips
more screaming from the heart.
I Love You!
with a "I love you"
so divine, so human
as anyone ever imagined. WITH JUST A SMILE
Monday, July 4, 2005
Sunday, July 3, 2005
Blythe Doll Wholesale
And the days go ...
Desnudame play me be the ruin
that every man would have
and forget everything that went and so quiereme
they can become in your life so loka
and absurd as mine as mine
you think the moon will be full forever
I need your eyes between the eyes of the people
your guards locked in the soul as you feel
I break with words like teeth that tear
you suffer because you do not know how to stop
time I suffer because they are not that color is the wind so sweet and exizante
escaping from your mouth with just a smile
my head returned to and returned loka loka
look no further than me I'll give you all the warmth
did not give you the bar
when I see you first
where I learned that I could mourn
of joy also dreaming your mouth next to mine with mine
you think that the moon will be full
forever I need your eyes between the eyes of the people
you keep in your soul you feel locked
I break with words that tear as teeth
you suffer because you do not know how to stop
time I suffer because they are not that color is the wind so sweet and exizante
escaping from your mouth with just a smile
my head returned to and returned loka loka
you think that the moon will be full forever
I need your eyes between the eyes of the people
you keep in your soul you feel locked
I break with words like teeth that tear
you suffer because they know how
stop time I suffer because they are not that color is the wind so sweet and echizante
escaping from your mouth with just a smile
my head returned to and returned lokaaaa
lokaaaa.
That beautiful song ... what memories ... with just a smile ... I fell in love blinded me and never have I seen more light than yours ... I can not live, and not feel anything like it again ... you're taking my life little by little ... you taught me to love, to love with all my heart ... but teach me to forget ... I can not learn alone ... I'm missing something ... and that something is you! because without you I am nothing, I am worthless ... because without you I will continue ... because I get used to your love and I take it by force ... and do not live without it ... not live without you ... everything is gray ... I changed the joy of sadness ... the illusion of despair ... my life took a 360 degree turn when I saw you ... do not know why but I fell in love with you ... and I hurt and now is what more I regret it ... just imagining you suffer I'm dying! I mean you no harm ... but do not want my love for you is a burden ... I do not want to be a bother for you ... but not forget ... and I do not know what I do ... You gave me everything and took away at once ... Teach me to live without you ... teach me to live without air ...
beginning to think that everything I say or think is absurd ... I'm sick of myself ...
Desnudame play me be the ruin
that every man would have
and forget everything that went and so quiereme
they can become in your life so loka
and absurd as mine as mine
you think the moon will be full forever
I need your eyes between the eyes of the people
your guards locked in the soul as you feel
I break with words like teeth that tear
you suffer because you do not know how to stop
time I suffer because they are not that color is the wind so sweet and exizante
escaping from your mouth with just a smile
my head returned to and returned loka loka
look no further than me I'll give you all the warmth
did not give you the bar
when I see you first
where I learned that I could mourn
of joy also dreaming your mouth next to mine with mine
you think that the moon will be full
forever I need your eyes between the eyes of the people
you keep in your soul you feel locked
I break with words that tear as teeth
you suffer because you do not know how to stop
time I suffer because they are not that color is the wind so sweet and exizante
escaping from your mouth with just a smile
my head returned to and returned loka loka
you think that the moon will be full forever
I need your eyes between the eyes of the people
you keep in your soul you feel locked
I break with words like teeth that tear
you suffer because they know how
stop time I suffer because they are not that color is the wind so sweet and echizante
escaping from your mouth with just a smile
my head returned to and returned lokaaaa
lokaaaa.
That beautiful song ... what memories ... with just a smile ... I fell in love blinded me and never have I seen more light than yours ... I can not live, and not feel anything like it again ... you're taking my life little by little ... you taught me to love, to love with all my heart ... but teach me to forget ... I can not learn alone ... I'm missing something ... and that something is you! because without you I am nothing, I am worthless ... because without you I will continue ... because I get used to your love and I take it by force ... and do not live without it ... not live without you ... everything is gray ... I changed the joy of sadness ... the illusion of despair ... my life took a 360 degree turn when I saw you ... do not know why but I fell in love with you ... and I hurt and now is what more I regret it ... just imagining you suffer I'm dying! I mean you no harm ... but do not want my love for you is a burden ... I do not want to be a bother for you ... but not forget ... and I do not know what I do ... You gave me everything and took away at once ... Teach me to live without you ... teach me to live without air ...
beginning to think that everything I say or think is absurd ... I'm sick of myself ...
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