Friday, September 16, 2005

Klonopin For Pots/dysautonomia

chained @ 2005-09-17T04: 18:00

As aasly told me to do what I post! hehe: *

* 10 Years Ago
As my father was ill and died shortly afterwards :____( But hey it was still a very happy girl, I loved going to school and play with xD compiss

* 5
Years Ago I was in my other cole ... had many friends and I had fun with them ... my life was rosy: *

* 1 Year Ago
I started dating my ex ... it was my first serious boyfriend and was mu xD aunk filissss then runs out leaving me ...: S



* Yesterday I did nothing special ... I went to school ... muxas risasss bad rolls and compete with my table;) * Morning


Stay with my friends and I guess we'll go Up ..


* 5

Snacks Lay's farmers, mouth bits, fried green Doritos, balls xDD (sra.patata)


* 5 Bands / Artists

, Coldplay, Robbie Williams

-Melendi
-The Ridge crazy
-Natalie Imbruglia

* Things you would do with $ 100,000,000:
-purchase a red convertible (L)
-Buy me a house, castle-like in any sitiooo
-Turn the world
"I buy it muxa xro ke muuuuuuuxa clothing
- ...


* 5 Places that I'd go
Netherlands (Amsterdam), Japan, Australia, Italy (another Vess) London




* 5 Bad habits I have
- Be punctual: S
- Being very impulsive and say things without thinking
- Being too vague and messy and leave for tomorrow what I can do today
- Be very confident and believe everything they tell me
- in love with the wrong person: S

* 5 Things I like to do
-Go to the disco at night
-Talk on the phone and read newspapers
-l @ s out with friends /
-eat ice cream as the McDonalds x )_____
-Play music


* 5 Things I'll never use

-A gun (hopefully xD) esparto
-Panties (? jajajajaja)
-very few platforms high
- .... no more: S


* 5 TV shows I like / liked
- Pasion de Gavilanes (L)
-Peti qui petitions
-Shinsen-living
Patricia's Diary


-OT
* 5
Movies I like "A Walk to Remember Amelie

-Lolita-
" Even it you cried the last Friday of 13 (cut short eh xD ke Ra-Thirteen ??!!)


* 5 People I would like to know
-Franco Reyes (L)-Robbie Williams

-Rania of Jordan (great woman)
-Anastacia (grannn another woman)
-The eldest son of Lady Di x) ~ hehehe

* The 5 things I enjoy the most
"Sleep!
"Remember the past and talk for hours about it
" Having someone who loves me and who want
-Eat all types of porkerias (pipes, potatoes ...)
-Smile and be happy



* 5
favorite toys-Barbies-Nenuco


-Plush - ...

* 5 lucky people to do the same:
jejeje pos nuse ... whoever! RA have acerlo ke xD!

Thursday, September 15, 2005

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Something special ... like you!!

Hello! ay ke see how long I have not posted! But it gives me upgrade from a cyber club and now that I have fixed my computer (yeah!! Finally!) Because I hope to write every day! Well my life has changed muxo ... muxísimo these 3 months! I never thought that things could turn around this way ... you think you're up one day and say ... it all go but if there is happiness! Oo! and one day ... you are very wrong. But hey, that's life ... still do not know if the change was for better or for worse ... I hope for good and all I have suffered (which is something) because you have helped. In June, I left ... I dropped the world over ... the first month is going wrong ... but still at 15 with 3 days I lie in a weekend ... will be a thing of defiance ... or the need for love and attention if only a few minutes! The fact is that after doing so you feel even worse and you wonder how you could be so bitch when it perhaps the late half year! Certainly now that I do not care. The second month passed a little better you keep messing with people (this time more interesting guys) and well ... I do not feel as shit as when you left! and the third month ... you know the guy in your life and you realize that now that both have expected something like the above but many more virtues! and that's when you realize you've passed and the words of love and melancholy love for hatred become excessive that it ends up becoming indifference! The cute guy you know one day by chance, turns out to be much more interesting than it seemed at first sight ... and that curious to find out as it really makes you feel interested in him! And then you find a challenge that long ago you did not have ... unrequited love! or maybe if ... and I do not know! and then offer you conquer, in love and discover how really is! and delight to see that it is as great as at first glance seemed! and that you are made for each other ... all in favor! and possibly against his heart! It is absurd for him to 2 friends 2 friends ... but sometimes it happens! And then you that you take it as a personal challenge you to achieve ... is certainly not a trophy or a prize ... but it's a different boy I do not want to miss! I'll be obsessed? See you tomorrow maybe ... maybe not talk to me or make me rage (: D how cute!) But I will glad ... I do not like things easy ... no one said love was easy ... and if you get it all done as it has so much grace! I will strive to the fullest! Changing the subject and removing the nonsense ... I get emotional ... thank you very much! I have only these 2 words to thank you for what you have done for me! the true friends are found in bad times! and that is what you are! the friends that anyone would dream! Rachel, thanks x Alba Olga and all! You are truly the best :___( Thanks x stand beside me, supporting me and not giving me back! THANKS! ... I love you so much! Concerning the subject of my ex-girlfriends "? I am also very tired of that defames me and only tell lies about me, I'm sick ... i will come to wonder that maybe it was true that I am very bad and I have always behaved like a pig ... I had an existential crisis thinking he had done wrong ... but after much reflection I realized that my personality is cool (haha do not need grandma), which is like any other ... we are all different and do not think I'm worse! I really need myself and not like anyone else, or manipulate me ... I have command of my life and nobody will give me orders! And who does not like it sorry! I'm like that with my faults and virtues! Ke so I'm well proud! lol I do not think I go again ... tomorrow I'm going to up & down cn everyone ... and have fun! And now I want to enjoy all pq full on weekends during the week is to study Uu .. but ... what good is worth waiting! and tomorrow is Friday and have a great time! send a kiss to everyone!! * Sorry for those who never believed in me ... and now I STILL SURVIVING! (X muuuuxa people going this) ¬ ¬ '

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chained @ 2005-09-15T21: 57:00


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Sunday, August 14, 2005

Get Well Wishes For Daughter Father

I hate.

decaffeinated Today I am ... maybe ... perhaps ... perhaps nostalgic sad ... I like to have that love again ... or maybe not. I do not want to suffer or turn to mourn, or to feel even a little bit of unhappiness. I want to see smiles where once saw unexpression. I want to see joy where once saw insecurities. I want to be me ... maybe he was right ... maybe I was not really as I showed the people .. . maybe he was afraid to be who I am and that people will not accept it ... maybe I was afraid of losing everything I had and stay with empty hands and broken heart. I lost everything even wanted to be like the others ... that I served all this? if I ended up in the same way. I hate injustice, hate being weak ... I hate not being able to do anything and see how I curl up alone ... and hold on to the memory of those beautiful spring evenings ... and mourn for the lost and won ... and always win the lost ... and you feel so lost ... is absurd. Love is foolish ... and try to be who really are not is even more absurd ... I'll have to make do ... accept the lived and fight to be happy ... a sadness does not come alone ... perhaps joy comes ... I hope I do not see sitting out ... a door to a better life ... maybe ... maybe I am was it .. or are we all ... but the truth is ... I am empty handed which was a world before. I hate love ... hate being weak, I hate mourn ... I hate ... yes hate me! I love me ... and yet I can not. It's amazing what you can get to sink a love that has you so ... and that would have given everything. It is incredible.

Friday, August 12, 2005

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chained @ 2005-08-12T23: 29:00

And to think that happiness was not too far ... and leave it parked sadness ... I do not get the idea ... so one day down and another up ... I'm so happy ... and Moreover sad ... I forgot you or I think ... and that's more than enough to be happy! on the other hand sad, you think to find love ... and love to turn that far ... ke disconcerting! To say that I have forgotten is that too ... but I've tried, I put forward and much effort, so many tears ... a lot of pain ... and I think he and succeeded! I hated love and I hated you ... but aora seen from the outside and cold is absurd ... I told you I would want provided aunk d be very different way because I love you. but of course ... nothing is the same ... and nothing will be how soon ... fortunately or unfortunately not ... but this superadisimo ... and thanks to Him ... hehe do not know if glad to have met you ... it's amazing what you can see a person just to look into his eyes ... and fall in love with someone in 2 hours! in which half past one ... you spend doing translations ... hehe very nice! but what matters are the feelings, not words ... emotions, never looks ... I thought this would happen to me ... maybe it was all a lie ... but I enjoyed while I lived .. and that is the most important ... maybe it's true that everyone has their chance in this life .. . maybe it's true that I knew not to take advantage ... now try to be happy ... and I will not mourn for what I lost ... but the gains in the wake of what was lost ... but enjoyed it and cried .. . and because I learned muxo all this time. And this I owe to myself and nobody else. Although apparently seen ... ever again, thanks.

"The hidden attractions of those people with resources" and hidden attractions is that your fascinated me so much ...: D

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If a month would be ... July
If one day a week would be ... Saturday
If I were a time of day would be ... Dawn
If a planet would be ... Mars
If an animal would be ... a kitty! If
furniture would be ... closet: S
If a liquid would be ... Martini cn limon (L)
If I were a musical instrument would be ... an electric guitar
If an emotion would be ... Surprise!
If I were a vegetable it would be ... ehm ... peas? xD
If an item would be ... Fire
If a song would be ... Clocks by Coldplay
If a meal would be ... Pizza
If a body part would be ... If
hands would smell ... Jean-paul gaultier pour homme xDD
If a subject would be ... English
If I were a cartoon would be ... buff ... the Powerpuff
If a geometric figure would be ... a square
If a country would be .. Holland right now: D

Monday, July 4, 2005

How Does A Period Look Like

chained @ 2005-07-04T22: 58:00

Every day I am more shredded ... more boring every day ... every day more lonely, sad and depressed ... my life verges on monotony and I'm not staying home girl I'm starting to go crazy! Not to do ... or who to call ... you think you have the most wonderful friends in the world, but when you want to realize you go to them and see that you're alone ... that nobody wants to hear ... and you go down even more ... but I hope I get over the silliness soon and can smile again as I did before! And since that day I corner and I have not seen me smile ... and paranoyas amount myself ... I is madness and I see things that are not there ... I close my eyes when I see them ... I would think there is nothing to fear ... that's not going to happen ... but it put my hand on fire ... it can happen ... and I do not know what to think ... whether to laugh or mourn. ago .. always evil and do not know why ... I'm tired of always making the same mistakes ... I'm sick of all me dropping it goes wrong ... wrong ... everyone that I criticize ... that I do not want to spoil the fun ... always ... to have so many flaws ... of having no virtue ... that he wants her ... that I did not want me. .. of not knowing what to say when you ... that I have before me the voice tremble when I speak of not knowing ... ... of despair do not find answers ... to have so many whys in my head ... I'm tired of so many things to be wanting me pages to write! I said you would always love me but that's not true ... it is very easy to make promises it is hard to fulfill them then ... always believed everything dijsite I always believed in your words and what I wanted them to say .. . You said that you showed what I wanted ... I am not person to express things ... always fatal gave me express my feelings ... but you always wanted ... and always will ... I always keep that promise ... I always said that I wanted ... not that I did not trust you! but I could not believe what I said! were always higher than me ... I saw you were unreachable ... and you're still the perfect guy ... did not understand what were you doing with me ... not just believe me ... I did not believe me ... I really wanted was nothing compared to you ... I lived in your shadow suffering every day ... in fear that you drop the first opportunity to overcome it ... and not afraid to leave me for another and can not stand it ... I loved you a lot harder than you think. .. I wanted to rage and I still love you ... you never understood my actions pq pq ... my confidence and my fears ... never understood because they did what they did ... I'm not bad ... I do not despise you was afraid ... just do me harm and this put a shield between us ... not to end up madly in love and then ... trying to get over not being the perfect girlfriend ... had do anything for you in those moments ... everything I have asked ... but you do not understand anything ... preferred to think that I loved you ... I always wanted to discuss ... that nothing mattered. .. you did not understand me as I understood the pq tp were with me ... if I was light years ahead of you ... if you did everything better than me! maybe you did the right thing by cutting me ... or maybe not ... you made me very happy ... and I would have continued encantaa your side ... but that's what you decided for us ... you decided by the two and I 'I can not complain ... I drop the world to see so close and not looking at you can to touch ... in the face and being afraid to speak ... this is very difficult ... is that it will never go back to loving me like before ... I finally opened the eyes and realized how I really was ... and I understand you would not want to be with me ... I was not good enough to be with you ... but life is no life without you ... because nothing is the same ... I hope to forget you anyway ... forget what I feel for you ... and take off this love affair over ... I want to see as you see me at my ... I want to see just a friend. .. but I can not, and it hurts me that you none of this matters to you ... nobody like you ... there is no more beautiful and sincere smile than yours ... there is a look that I love like yours. .. there is NO ONE LIKE YOU ... and that is that as you scratch with anyone ... I feel so much ... but who or what he wrote or burst


I Love You! and is not:
an anniversary I love you, I love you
a commitment
one I love you used to, I love you
a hurry,
one I love you too ...

I Love You! and yes: I love you
a love, I love you
an ecstatic, I love you too
one, I love you
a generous,
one I love you because.

I Love You!
with a "I love you" uttered by the lips

more screaming from the heart.

I Love You!
with a "I love you"
so divine, so human
as anyone ever imagined. WITH JUST A SMILE

Sunday, July 3, 2005

Blythe Doll Wholesale

And the days go ...



Desnudame play me be the ruin
that every man would have
and forget everything that went and so quiereme
they can become in your life so loka
and absurd as mine as mine

you think the moon will be full forever
I need your eyes between the eyes of the people
your guards locked in the soul as you feel
I break with words like teeth that tear
you suffer because you do not know how to stop
time I suffer because they are not that color is the wind so sweet and exizante
escaping from your mouth with just a smile
my head returned to and returned loka loka


look no further than me I'll give you all the warmth
did not give you the bar
when I see you first
where I learned that I could mourn
of joy also dreaming your mouth next to mine with mine


you think that the moon will be full
forever I need your eyes between the eyes of the people
you keep in your soul you feel locked
I break with words that tear as teeth
you suffer because you do not know how to stop
time I suffer because they are not that color is the wind so sweet and exizante
escaping from your mouth with just a smile
my head returned to and returned loka loka


you think that the moon will be full forever
I need your eyes between the eyes of the people
you keep in your soul you feel locked
I break with words like teeth that tear
you suffer because they know how
stop time I suffer because they are not that color is the wind so sweet and echizante
escaping from your mouth with just a smile
my head returned to and returned lokaaaa
lokaaaa.

That beautiful song ... what memories ... with just a smile ... I fell in love blinded me and never have I seen more light than yours ... I can not live, and not feel anything like it again ... you're taking my life little by little ... you taught me to love, to love with all my heart ... but teach me to forget ... I can not learn alone ... I'm missing something ... and that something is you! because without you I am nothing, I am worthless ... because without you I will continue ... because I get used to your love and I take it by force ... and do not live without it ... not live without you ... everything is gray ... I changed the joy of sadness ... the illusion of despair ... my life took a 360 degree turn when I saw you ... do not know why but I fell in love with you ... and I hurt and now is what more I regret it ... just imagining you suffer I'm dying! I mean you no harm ... but do not want my love for you is a burden ... I do not want to be a bother for you ... but not forget ... and I do not know what I do ... You gave me everything and took away at once ... Teach me to live without you ... teach me to live without air ...
beginning to think that everything I say or think is absurd ... I'm sick of myself ...

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Lost Driver License Calgary

chained @ 2005-05-10T19: 14:00

Hello! I'm in an internet that I have very little time! just say that the computer does not work and I can not update ke because my computer still does not work! as work will continue with the journal! I miss you all!! a Petone! Bufff

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Welcome Letter For Destinations Wedding

long! Nonsense

long time no update! mother of mine and I had forgotten the journal! but hey I'm back here ... to say that the reason why I have not written at all these days is that I've been 5 days of Síntesi credit to my school ... and then the computer is not going well at all because ainss virus ... I have a thousand thousand things have happened during these days but I do not want to count anything because it would take hours and hours ... I'm super lazy bufff and I have only looking forward to Sunday ... aiXX

Thursday, March 10, 2005

Goya Black Rose Perfume

... chained to vary

I'm tired of my dreams are falling down stairs ... that my heart cry tears of love and every midnight ... that you're not here ... that my hands shake every time I hear your name ... and can not help it ... this love is inevitable ... like the rain that fell on your hair the day you stop seeing ... inevitable as the rising sun does not shine every day and my eyes ... ... sad feeling melancholy. .. I miss you and love you ... because I do without you ... I without you I can not ... and can not find a reflection like that of your eyes to see me and be happy ... just you make me happy ...





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Wednesday, March 9, 2005

Btu Par Mêtre Cube D'air Charte

I disgust me ...

I am disgusted with myself ... I stand ... I am in one of the worst moments of my life by far ... is not happening to me ... I will not eat or live I just want to mourn and mourn ... and spend the day at home ... and do not leave ... and do not see him and not hate him ... because I hate it. I have nothing good, I'm a fucking idiot ... I'm horrible, nasty, edge ... of everything bad I have ... and I have nothing good ... because I am disgusted ... disgusted with myself and also others ... I think I should go to a psychologist ... I need help ... for my life and it makes no sense ... I thought about suicide but would give you a taste too great many people ... I'm fatal ... sink ... and I guess there are people who want to help ... but I do not let them ... sorry ... sorry my dear ... sorry muxisimo have been so nasty to you ... you have nothing to do with it ... just help me and so I want and I'll pay you ... I hope someday you will ever forgive me for all this :_____(

Sunday, March 6, 2005

Projector Dimensions 100

wreck ... It is not difficult when the tide is chained

trust people, you think you found those friends those who always dreamed of ... friends who are really worth a good day ... but all your arguments will fall to the ground so loud ... and even try to defend their position ... is totally indefensible ... I'm not spiteful, I try to forgive ... I forgive unforgivable things ... and I guess this time it will be like ... I do not mourn that I'm tired ... problems and more problems come into my life without even knock on the door ... and once again surprised me, and I have no time to react ... and even though you know that everything will be equal ... and that everything always gets worse ... yet hope you think that something will go well ... and that life can be so unfair ... but yes it is, and yet I can not believe being so stupid and incredulous at the same time ... I trust the people ... and then give me a stab in the back ... and believe stab die ... because that's not expected ... never thought I would ... but as throughout history ... also has its good side ... and so is that the rain always comes the sun ... and it's not like any other sun ... the sun is different ... I see it differently .. . more alive ... more eager to shine and see the sun and know that I can have it there whenever you need to make me happy and sad day I turn them into magical days ... that's priceless. Thank you for those days and nights of endless discussions, which while I drink a chocolate milk you make me smile ... you make me feel so special.
love you so ... I lack words to describe how I feel.

Thursday, March 3, 2005

Waxing In Enterprise,al

@ 2005-03-03T18: 22:00

I gave the best moments of my life ... my best smile, my sweetest eyes, my best "I love you" my best summer and winter my worst ... you gave it all without expecting anything in return I offered my life ... just in case you wanted to ... would have given all I have for that forgiveness wanted so badly ... and you take it ... you take it all ... believe that I belonged ... Give me back my love for spring ... Give me back the best part of me ... that he went after your steps and never returned. .. I am not the same ... because I laugh for not mourn ... because now I swallow the tears watching TV and not even that comforts me ... because I lost and I accepted it at last ... and understand your love and not mine ... Give me back those words, those hugs and those smiles ... Restore my joy of living now, I can not find the light in so dark, now you only see behind closed doors and looks choppy ... Back To Life ... because I want to be happy again ... Back To Life.

I'm so happy that ^^... Thursday whether tomorrow is Friday and I see my love ... and my toy cn juntitos kitschy and cough ... as I am very happy ... now it seems the sun shines more brightly and the rain is not going to spoil the day ... I feel more cheerful lately ... more sincere, more talkative ... more VIVA! and that makes this to felissss x) aisss dumber every day! >.