I hate.
decaffeinated Today I am ... maybe ... perhaps ... perhaps nostalgic sad ... I like to have that love again ... or maybe not. I do not want to suffer or turn to mourn, or to feel even a little bit of unhappiness. I want to see smiles where once saw unexpression. I want to see joy where once saw insecurities. I want to be me ... maybe he was right ... maybe I was not really as I showed the people .. . maybe he was afraid to be who I am and that people will not accept it ... maybe I was afraid of losing everything I had and stay with empty hands and broken heart. I lost everything even wanted to be like the others ... that I served all this? if I ended up in the same way. I hate injustice, hate being weak ... I hate not being able to do anything and see how I curl up alone ... and hold on to the memory of those beautiful spring evenings ... and mourn for the lost and won ... and always win the lost ... and you feel so lost ... is absurd. Love is foolish ... and try to be who really are not is even more absurd ... I'll have to make do ... accept the lived and fight to be happy ... a sadness does not come alone ... perhaps joy comes ... I hope I do not see sitting out ... a door to a better life ... maybe ... maybe I am was it .. or are we all ... but the truth is ... I am empty handed which was a world before. I hate love ... hate being weak, I hate mourn ... I hate ... yes hate me! I love me ... and yet I can not. It's amazing what you can get to sink a love that has you so ... and that would have given everything. It is incredible.
Sunday, August 14, 2005
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And to think that happiness was not too far ... and leave it parked sadness ... I do not get the idea ... so one day down and another up ... I'm so happy ... and Moreover sad ... I forgot you or I think ... and that's more than enough to be happy! on the other hand sad, you think to find love ... and love to turn that far ... ke disconcerting! To say that I have forgotten is that too ... but I've tried, I put forward and much effort, so many tears ... a lot of pain ... and I think he and succeeded! I hated love and I hated you ... but aora seen from the outside and cold is absurd ... I told you I would want provided aunk d be very different way because I love you. but of course ... nothing is the same ... and nothing will be how soon ... fortunately or unfortunately not ... but this superadisimo ... and thanks to Him ... hehe do not know if glad to have met you ... it's amazing what you can see a person just to look into his eyes ... and fall in love with someone in 2 hours! in which half past one ... you spend doing translations ... hehe very nice! but what matters are the feelings, not words ... emotions, never looks ... I thought this would happen to me ... maybe it was all a lie ... but I enjoyed while I lived .. and that is the most important ... maybe it's true that everyone has their chance in this life .. . maybe it's true that I knew not to take advantage ... now try to be happy ... and I will not mourn for what I lost ... but the gains in the wake of what was lost ... but enjoyed it and cried .. . and because I learned muxo all this time. And this I owe to myself and nobody else. Although apparently seen ... ever again, thanks.
"The hidden attractions of those people with resources" and hidden attractions is that your fascinated me so much ...: D
And to think that happiness was not too far ... and leave it parked sadness ... I do not get the idea ... so one day down and another up ... I'm so happy ... and Moreover sad ... I forgot you or I think ... and that's more than enough to be happy! on the other hand sad, you think to find love ... and love to turn that far ... ke disconcerting! To say that I have forgotten is that too ... but I've tried, I put forward and much effort, so many tears ... a lot of pain ... and I think he and succeeded! I hated love and I hated you ... but aora seen from the outside and cold is absurd ... I told you I would want provided aunk d be very different way because I love you. but of course ... nothing is the same ... and nothing will be how soon ... fortunately or unfortunately not ... but this superadisimo ... and thanks to Him ... hehe do not know if glad to have met you ... it's amazing what you can see a person just to look into his eyes ... and fall in love with someone in 2 hours! in which half past one ... you spend doing translations ... hehe very nice! but what matters are the feelings, not words ... emotions, never looks ... I thought this would happen to me ... maybe it was all a lie ... but I enjoyed while I lived .. and that is the most important ... maybe it's true that everyone has their chance in this life .. . maybe it's true that I knew not to take advantage ... now try to be happy ... and I will not mourn for what I lost ... but the gains in the wake of what was lost ... but enjoyed it and cried .. . and because I learned muxo all this time. And this I owe to myself and nobody else. Although apparently seen ... ever again, thanks.
"The hidden attractions of those people with resources" and hidden attractions is that your fascinated me so much ...: D
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If a month would be ... July
If one day a week would be ... Saturday
If I were a time of day would be ... Dawn
If a planet would be ... Mars
If an animal would be ... a kitty! If
furniture would be ... closet: S
If a liquid would be ... Martini cn limon (L)
If I were a musical instrument would be ... an electric guitar
If an emotion would be ... Surprise!
If I were a vegetable it would be ... ehm ... peas? xD
If an item would be ... Fire
If a song would be ... Clocks by Coldplay
If a meal would be ... Pizza
If a body part would be ... If
hands would smell ... Jean-paul gaultier pour homme xDD
If a subject would be ... English
If I were a cartoon would be ... buff ... the Powerpuff
If a geometric figure would be ... a square
If a country would be .. Holland right now: D
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