long! Nonsense
long time no update! mother of mine and I had forgotten the journal! but hey I'm back here ... to say that the reason why I have not written at all these days is that I've been 5 days of Síntesi credit to my school ... and then the computer is not going well at all because ainss virus ... I have a thousand thousand things have happened during these days but I do not want to count anything because it would take hours and hours ... I'm super lazy bufff and I have only looking forward to Sunday ... aiXX
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
Thursday, March 10, 2005
Goya Black Rose Perfume
... chained to vary
I'm tired of my dreams are falling down stairs ... that my heart cry tears of love and every midnight ... that you're not here ... that my hands shake every time I hear your name ... and can not help it ... this love is inevitable ... like the rain that fell on your hair the day you stop seeing ... inevitable as the rising sun does not shine every day and my eyes ... ... sad feeling melancholy. .. I miss you and love you ... because I do without you ... I without you I can not ... and can not find a reflection like that of your eyes to see me and be happy ... just you make me happy ...
I'm tired of my dreams are falling down stairs ... that my heart cry tears of love and every midnight ... that you're not here ... that my hands shake every time I hear your name ... and can not help it ... this love is inevitable ... like the rain that fell on your hair the day you stop seeing ... inevitable as the rising sun does not shine every day and my eyes ... ... sad feeling melancholy. .. I miss you and love you ... because I do without you ... I without you I can not ... and can not find a reflection like that of your eyes to see me and be happy ... just you make me happy ...
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Wednesday, March 9, 2005
Btu Par Mêtre Cube D'air Charte
I disgust me ...
I am disgusted with myself ... I stand ... I am in one of the worst moments of my life by far ... is not happening to me ... I will not eat or live I just want to mourn and mourn ... and spend the day at home ... and do not leave ... and do not see him and not hate him ... because I hate it. I have nothing good, I'm a fucking idiot ... I'm horrible, nasty, edge ... of everything bad I have ... and I have nothing good ... because I am disgusted ... disgusted with myself and also others ... I think I should go to a psychologist ... I need help ... for my life and it makes no sense ... I thought about suicide but would give you a taste too great many people ... I'm fatal ... sink ... and I guess there are people who want to help ... but I do not let them ... sorry ... sorry my dear ... sorry muxisimo have been so nasty to you ... you have nothing to do with it ... just help me and so I want and I'll pay you ... I hope someday you will ever forgive me for all this :_____(
I am disgusted with myself ... I stand ... I am in one of the worst moments of my life by far ... is not happening to me ... I will not eat or live I just want to mourn and mourn ... and spend the day at home ... and do not leave ... and do not see him and not hate him ... because I hate it. I have nothing good, I'm a fucking idiot ... I'm horrible, nasty, edge ... of everything bad I have ... and I have nothing good ... because I am disgusted ... disgusted with myself and also others ... I think I should go to a psychologist ... I need help ... for my life and it makes no sense ... I thought about suicide but would give you a taste too great many people ... I'm fatal ... sink ... and I guess there are people who want to help ... but I do not let them ... sorry ... sorry my dear ... sorry muxisimo have been so nasty to you ... you have nothing to do with it ... just help me and so I want and I'll pay you ... I hope someday you will ever forgive me for all this :_____(
Sunday, March 6, 2005
Projector Dimensions 100
wreck ... It is not difficult when the tide is chained
trust people, you think you found those friends those who always dreamed of ... friends who are really worth a good day ... but all your arguments will fall to the ground so loud ... and even try to defend their position ... is totally indefensible ... I'm not spiteful, I try to forgive ... I forgive unforgivable things ... and I guess this time it will be like ... I do not mourn that I'm tired ... problems and more problems come into my life without even knock on the door ... and once again surprised me, and I have no time to react ... and even though you know that everything will be equal ... and that everything always gets worse ... yet hope you think that something will go well ... and that life can be so unfair ... but yes it is, and yet I can not believe being so stupid and incredulous at the same time ... I trust the people ... and then give me a stab in the back ... and believe stab die ... because that's not expected ... never thought I would ... but as throughout history ... also has its good side ... and so is that the rain always comes the sun ... and it's not like any other sun ... the sun is different ... I see it differently .. . more alive ... more eager to shine and see the sun and know that I can have it there whenever you need to make me happy and sad day I turn them into magical days ... that's priceless. Thank you for those days and nights of endless discussions, which while I drink a chocolate milk you make me smile ... you make me feel so special.
love you so ... I lack words to describe how I feel.
trust people, you think you found those friends those who always dreamed of ... friends who are really worth a good day ... but all your arguments will fall to the ground so loud ... and even try to defend their position ... is totally indefensible ... I'm not spiteful, I try to forgive ... I forgive unforgivable things ... and I guess this time it will be like ... I do not mourn that I'm tired ... problems and more problems come into my life without even knock on the door ... and once again surprised me, and I have no time to react ... and even though you know that everything will be equal ... and that everything always gets worse ... yet hope you think that something will go well ... and that life can be so unfair ... but yes it is, and yet I can not believe being so stupid and incredulous at the same time ... I trust the people ... and then give me a stab in the back ... and believe stab die ... because that's not expected ... never thought I would ... but as throughout history ... also has its good side ... and so is that the rain always comes the sun ... and it's not like any other sun ... the sun is different ... I see it differently .. . more alive ... more eager to shine and see the sun and know that I can have it there whenever you need to make me happy and sad day I turn them into magical days ... that's priceless. Thank you for those days and nights of endless discussions, which while I drink a chocolate milk you make me smile ... you make me feel so special.
love you so ... I lack words to describe how I feel.
Thursday, March 3, 2005
Waxing In Enterprise,al
@ 2005-03-03T18: 22:00
I gave the best moments of my life ... my best smile, my sweetest eyes, my best "I love you" my best summer and winter my worst ... you gave it all without expecting anything in return I offered my life ... just in case you wanted to ... would have given all I have for that forgiveness wanted so badly ... and you take it ... you take it all ... believe that I belonged ... Give me back my love for spring ... Give me back the best part of me ... that he went after your steps and never returned. .. I am not the same ... because I laugh for not mourn ... because now I swallow the tears watching TV and not even that comforts me ... because I lost and I accepted it at last ... and understand your love and not mine ... Give me back those words, those hugs and those smiles ... Restore my joy of living now, I can not find the light in so dark, now you only see behind closed doors and looks choppy ... Back To Life ... because I want to be happy again ... Back To Life.
I'm so happy that ^^... Thursday whether tomorrow is Friday and I see my love ... and my toy cn juntitos kitschy and cough ... as I am very happy ... now it seems the sun shines more brightly and the rain is not going to spoil the day ... I feel more cheerful lately ... more sincere, more talkative ... more VIVA! and that makes this to felissss x) aisss dumber every day! >.
I gave the best moments of my life ... my best smile, my sweetest eyes, my best "I love you" my best summer and winter my worst ... you gave it all without expecting anything in return I offered my life ... just in case you wanted to ... would have given all I have for that forgiveness wanted so badly ... and you take it ... you take it all ... believe that I belonged ... Give me back my love for spring ... Give me back the best part of me ... that he went after your steps and never returned. .. I am not the same ... because I laugh for not mourn ... because now I swallow the tears watching TV and not even that comforts me ... because I lost and I accepted it at last ... and understand your love and not mine ... Give me back those words, those hugs and those smiles ... Restore my joy of living now, I can not find the light in so dark, now you only see behind closed doors and looks choppy ... Back To Life ... because I want to be happy again ... Back To Life.
I'm so happy that ^^... Thursday whether tomorrow is Friday and I see my love ... and my toy cn juntitos kitschy and cough ... as I am very happy ... now it seems the sun shines more brightly and the rain is not going to spoil the day ... I feel more cheerful lately ... more sincere, more talkative ... more VIVA! and that makes this to felissss x) aisss dumber every day! >.